This busy phase of my life from where i'm passing through, whenever i return to my journal there are lot of things which gets scrabble in my mind. A lot of pain which i want to describe in words. Incidents happening around me.

But there is a void, a vacant space, which was completely occupied by my favorite people. Who always inspired me in many ways to look forward in life and never allow problems to make hurdle. They made me feel that every problem is temporary.
Old conversations, pictures, those people who left me where i actually need them not because i'm selfish but that vacancy can't be fulfilled again.

I know they're gone.
I know in this crowd i'm alone.
I don't know what was my sin.
But, I've to grow and achieve because i know someday they'll see.
I hope a smile comes on their face when they will know this little girl has won the race. ☺

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