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Exhausted

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She is exhausted of trying to talk about things with a man who discards to listen. She's exhausted of being ignored and treated like her feelings don't matter. She's exhausted feeling like the only time she get an affection, from the man she loves, is on bed. She's exhausted.
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I am a white rose waiting to be pricked by a sharp thorn so i can lay here bleeding in red. 
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This busy phase of my life from where i'm passing through, whenever i return to my journal there are lot of things which gets scrabble in my mind. A lot of pain which i want to describe in words. Incidents happening around me. But there is a void, a vacant space, which was completely occupied by my favorite people. Who always inspired me in many ways to look forward in life and never allow problems to make hurdle. They made me feel that every problem is temporary. Old conversations, pictures, those people who left me where i actually need them not because i'm selfish but that vacancy can't be fulfilled again. I know they're gone. I know in this crowd i'm alone. I don't know what was my sin. But, I've to grow and achieve because i know someday they'll see. I hope a smile comes on their face when they will know this little girl has won the race. ☺

TOUCH

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TOUCH💕 She Doesn't let a man Lay hands on her But allows The cold wind To capture her tightly And envelope her In it's soothing embrace The wind Caresses her cheeks, Play with her hair, Slightly taste her lips And she lets it. But not a man. Never a man.
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Love isn't all butterflies and magic. It's compromise, it's arguments, full of ugly words and whispers. Love isn't this huge beam of light that shines down on a couple for eternity. It is complicated and messy and it takes a huge amount of work. Love isn't going to erase your insecurities. Love isn't going to take away your depression or anxiety. Love isn't going to erase your sadness or your problems with work and money and other relationships. We would like to believe it has the power to do this. We would love to believe it. But, it's not the real and honest truth. Love is something. But love is not everything. If you start to see darkness overshadowing the light in your relationship, try to panic. Don't run right away. Don't throw in the cards and give up. Ride the wave. Argue, scream and fight through it. Swim in it, no matter how strong the current gets. Only then is it going to be worth saving. Because, you have to go through the ba
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On another of these lonely nights, I feel that you're here, somewhere close to me. I feel you softly rubbing my palms across the length of my arms, making small circles with your fingers on my hand, and then, finally entwining fingers with mine. I feel running your fingers through my hair, and caressing my head. I feel you hugging me, clutching me for behind, and softly kissing my shoulder. I feel you whispering, humming the tunes of love into my ear. I feel you lying top of me, breathing down my chest, and our bodies slowly melting into inseparable form. I feel your soul slowly diffusing into mine, and with that, I feel the thousand miles that separates us turning to ashes. I feel the heat of love burning in your heart, and I feel myself living in your every heartbeat. Yes, I feel you and me becoming one, till the end of time.